A Week of Reflection

Hardship comes in our lives in surprised way. We humans do not know where we should protect ourselves to avoid misfortune in our lives. All we must do is to get rid of it and pick up the lesson we have learned to move forward to have brightest future in life. I myself do not know what would my future might be, being surrounds with negativity got me to frustration, being surrounds with toxic people in my daily lives leading me to confusion if I could do better for myself or at end I would consistently remain like this and last being engage to those people I expected to lift me up to encourage me, to remind me the every details of how lucky they were to have me in their lives yet my expectations disappoints me I just wanted to feel their love and care but why they cannot give me that? I need them every day I need their support and will. How could a person do such beautiful things without a huge support in their back? How could a person make a living without encouragements they hear to the righteous people? I just want to be fueled like a bus running out of gas that needs motivation to step forward for the sake of his self and of course to those persons who believes in him to go on the way. Frankly I need my parents in my back. I may be an arrogant guy in front of anyone but I confess that despite of these emotions I wanted to reach the fruitful living in life in the near future. I need them. I love them.